crying

[whereareyougoingstanley]

I've never cried like this before
I started sort of involuntarily rocking back and forth and my teeth were chattering and now i feel sick.

i always imagine how i would go about telling kate all the things i want to say and i just pictured the perfect way to say it. it was absolutely perfect. and then i got carried away and accidentally imagined a perfect way she could react to it and that's when i started crying

why this