my brain is a bundle of fun :)

[whereareyougoingstanley]

haha it's strange i always seem to put lists on here haha :P

well
i decided i should make a list of the mental things i feel as if i have at the moment

OCD (ongoing)
depression (mood) (has been getting progressively worse for a number of months)
body dysmorphic syndrome (have had for 2 years or so now)
dermatillomania (I don't remember not having it)
binge eating (since coming back from Melbourne)
ROCD (I donno I just feel like the obsessing over relationship-ness is sort of entering this sort of territory now it's getting so out of hand)
suicidal ideation (not very often but I do have some very bad days)
anorexic tendencies (ongoing for the past 2 years)

wow
haha
so i guess when mum said her family has a history of mental illness... i really just cropped the lot of it :P