thoughts of a blah sort of day

[whereareyougoingstanley]

Well today has been weird
it was cool because jess came home

but i donno i mean i ate three crossaints and i don't know how i feel about that

i watched the same movie twice and i don't know how i feel about that

i have achieved very little and i don't know how i feel about that

and i've been about to sort of start to ask you about when we can talk about stuff a couple of times and i just looked at the cool kings picture on my desk just now and you're grinning so ridiculously haha it just made me happy :) and it's so easy to get caught up in either blaming you or blaming me and either becoming crazy or frustrated and i donno i guess i just need to concentrate on what's actually important and remind myself about real tangible you, not theories about what's going on you from in my head XD

and i need to also remind myself that it's nobodies fault
it just happened
XD