whereareyougoingstanley: (the whole world smiles with you)
Well I have decided that this playlist that is pretty much all I can bring myself to listen to "atm" eugh no bleugh not a nice acronym sobs aaaaaah
...
cough
....
right
haha
um yes anyway (why did i use it and then complain instead of just not using it.....? ..... :P)

I have decided that it is ~telling~
so ah
yeah
here it is! :D

Vienna- Billy Joel
I Dreamed a Dream -from Les Mis
Kiss The Girl -from The Little Mermaid
One Less Bell to Answer/A House is not a Home -Glee Cast
Seven Nation Army -The White Stripes
Smile -Charlie Chaplin
Iris -The Goo Goo Dolls

yep XD
whereareyougoingstanley: (once upon a dream)
haha it's strange i always seem to put lists on here haha :P

well
i decided i should make a list of the mental things i feel as if i have at the moment

OCD (ongoing)
depression (mood) (has been getting progressively worse for a number of months)
body dysmorphic syndrome (have had for 2 years or so now)
dermatillomania (I don't remember not having it)
binge eating (since coming back from Melbourne)
ROCD (I donno I just feel like the obsessing over relationship-ness is sort of entering this sort of territory now it's getting so out of hand)
suicidal ideation (not very often but I do have some very bad days)
anorexic tendencies (ongoing for the past 2 years)

wow
haha
so i guess when mum said her family has a history of mental illness... i really just cropped the lot of it :P

more lists

Oct. 3rd, 2012 05:04 pm
whereareyougoingstanley: (that's how you know)
a list of things i want to do

spend a whole sunny day baking
have a tea party with all of my friends and everyone would be happy
run around outside in all of the public places singing precisely how i feel and for that to be totally normal
to be able to dance all day
to not get hungry
to be able to fit more water in my stomach haha :P
to have nice teeth
to be fit
to be happy
to hug kate :)

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